Froggie's poetry/lyricism. [Entire collection]

Vampiric Delirium · Froggie's poetry/lyricism. [Entire collection]

All my poetry and lyrics here. Some are about vampirism, others suicide, very few about love. Enjoy.

And I don't think I can take
The selfish sorrow.
Mascara tears of sin and black
Drip from my eyes

And I can feel my wrists-
-They're leaking.
Scarlett-
Regret,
Hate,
I'm aching
And I'm dying
Yet I barely feel a thing.

Still I wonder how long it will take
For them to notice
I'm not breathing.
I'm not sleeping...
Lungs aren't breathing, heart not beating...

Will they see the body first?
The shell that once held me?
The blood-matted locks of hair,
White-
-Whites of eyes visible,
Gazing ahead, uncomprehending.

Or will they see the knife that released my soul
From this shell?
The blood-stained ridges, the gristle and flesh
Still attatched..

Smell the coppery scent of of blood?
Taste the grief and selfishness of my death in
The air?
Feel the jagged kitchen knife,
Feel my scarred, once unmarked skin...

Or will no-one see my shell?
Shall I lie unrestful
In this room?
Am I still dead if no-one knows I am?

Am I the only one who cares?

Vampiric Delirium

What do you think
When you think your twisted thoughts of me?
See my wrists' scars
In your head?
Will them open wounds?
Want me dead?

Your silky mental torture
Molests my soul
And rapes my mind
You know-
I know-
Why you're doing
All of this

And I can't
Prove a thing
Because it's all in my head
Your head?
Are the bruises in my mind
Or on my flesh?

The confusion is
Driving me insane
Or is that you?
Did you mean for me to
Be this way?

Did you torture me,
Did I torture you?

Now I don't even know
Who's who.
Everything leads around in a circle,
Back to me, back to you.
What's the difference anymore?

The difference is so clear
And yet it's barely there

Between you and me

But does anybody care?

Vampiric Delirium

Into your eyes I cried
Suicide
And then I knew
You could tell
I meant it.

I knew
You could feel it
In my tears
Darling.

You were the only thing I breathed for
ANd nothing else in this world
Tortures me more

I remember that last moment
I looked
Into your eyes
And in that moment
There was nothing...
There was no sky,
No sun, no rain

All there was was you
Your tears
My tears
And the pain that stay Laiden in
And suspended between
Them.

I know you can't see this
I guess you're not here
Anymore

But I had to tell you, let you know
This one last chance
I had to say goodbye...

I need you to know
I need you to realise

That when your wrists bled out
So did mine.

Vampiric Delirium

Please be real for me
Just once
You can't STAY in this place
A millimetre wide
that floats between the living
The dead
And the non-existant
I need you here
And the thing is

I can't walk into the kitchen
Because I'm scared I'll find the knives
Can't stay in the world of the living
I'm taunted by the lives
And I can't believe it's over
Because I know it will never be.

And I really don't want to breathe
because everytime I take
A breath
a little more of it gets inside of
Me.
When will the feeling of this cease?
When can I taste the dying
breaths
No more?

And there's this feeling
that nobody knows the taste of dying
but me
And I really can't explain it
How I taste it in my veins
It's in my blood
And when I bite down hard
on my lip
It fills me further.

And something's terribley wrong
I can't
Put words against it
But nothing's right
Anymore
It's all gone.

And I can't walk into the kitchen
Because I'm scared I'll find the knives...

Vampiric Delirium

I wasn't ready for your suicide.
The death that you gave and recieved.
Torments me with every breath.

Now I hide from every sharp object
I see.
I resist the urge to look down the street
For fear that I might see the
Oncoming car as a release
from my pain.

The self murder mission you revealed
Placed my own apon me.
I don't want to start this again
Where I part flesh from flesh
With clean metal
Every day.

And I don't want to forget you
By not doing it at all.

So I'll do this one last time
So I may not forget you.
I take my nice clean
Stainless steel blade

And carve your name down my side
Just enough so it will scar
And I can feel it
True and painful.

My love.

Vampiric Delirium

Sitting in her room
She rocks back and forth
In a chair

See her wrists? They're bleeding
See her heart?
Not beating..
Half in the world of the living
Half in the world of the dead.

And you can't open the curtains,
She's allergic to the light.

And the mention of blood drives her insane
The mere thought of untouched rose pink flesh
brings her to her knees.

She doesn't believe she's alive
She doesn't believe she's dead
She doesn't know what to believe...

And she looks up through her curtain of wild
Black hair.
Blood drips off the tips..
Her eyes full of hatred
Confusion
Regret.

As she rocks forward
A slit of light that has escaped into the room
via the curtain's gap
Falls across her face.

She feels it and hisses slightly
Disturbing the eerie silence of the room.

She can't wait till it's night again..
Time to remember who she really is...

Vampiric Delirium

My life doesn't seem quite as wasted now
But it all revolves around you
And nothing else
I don't know if that's a good thing at all.

How can I say if this is love?
Obsession...
Addiction?

I think that somewhere
Deep down
You realise that you do
Hold my life in your hands.

I don't expect you to understand this
But Right now I just need you to pretend.
Because sometimes it's less hurtful than the truth.

Pretend for me... Now.

Vampiric Delirium

My blood is tainted
With a thousand sins

My mind is unclean
Deep inside.

My heat bleeds in your hands
Pulsating wildy.
Trying to keep me alive.
Wake me up.
Don't hold your breath.
It won't work for long.

Vampiric Delirium

You say pretending gets me nowhere?
That's okay.
I have nowhere to go.

You see,
Darling,
I'm dying.

Slowly
And from the inside out.
I can feel the shadows eating me
Consuming all that's left of me

And I can't
Remember
So many things I used to know.

And I can't feel
All these emotions
That I'm sure I used to feel.

It's eating me.
Blank where I used to be.
Love, don't worry, you won't have to put up with me
For much longer.

Vampiric Delirium

Nightime has come.
See her prowl, see her sneak
Fitting in her own skin
She knows who she is

Eyes gleam with life
And reflect death
As she leans delicately over her
Forever begging victim.

Her black hair tickles his face softly
But he doesn't laugh...

He can't help but see the element of
Vampiric beauty in her.
Silky porcelein skin
Rose petal lips
And as she snarls at him softly
The blood that drips from her fangs

And what fear he feels
Yet he still wonders what it feels like
To be one like her.
To be one with her.
To be one of the night.

But he doesn't know what happens when day comes...

Vampiric Delirium

Say hello to the night.
Say hello to the bloodthirst

Say hello to the ones thirsting after you..
You thirst after them.

Say goodbye to the daytime
Friends, family,
Life... Is no longer an option
In yours..

Get ready for the bloodthirst
To see how it feels
To taste the different colours,
Different blood

To bite into someone's neck
To feel the life drain out of them
And into you
Their life blood becoming yours
Melding, combining.

But still you haven't seen the day..
Get ready for it..

Vampiric Delirium

Can you see her come through the window?
Blood dripping from her lips?
You shiver under your bedsheets,
Await her deadly kiss.

A sensual camisado is her favourite form of attack
Through the flimsy cotton you hide under
You can see her beautiful sillouette
And smell fresh blood.. You know it's not hers.

She can see you
But she doesn't see YOU.
She sees a piece of meat
She sees her dessert.

And she knows you're scared
She can smell your fear
And it makes you all that more appetizing.

She can already imagine climbing on you
And tracing your veins with a finger
Through your soft,
Trembling skin.

Tasting your warm buttery blood
Drinking your fear
Taking your life slowly away.

You see her climb through the window
And walk over to the bed
Where you lie waiting in a cold sweat.

So turn away, love
Close your eyes.
I promise this won't hurt... Much.

Vampiric Delirium

Please
Oh please
Help me
I can't feel it.

I hold the scalpel
And I cut
And cut
Over and over
Accross the width of my arm
And I can't feel it.
Oh, help me, Please.

And I make a new incision
And start hacking.
And I don't know why
But these voices tell me so
And the feeling that I must obey them
Is overwhelming.

I reach the bone
And start to hack through
I still can't feel the pain.
Help me.

I look accross
And now I have no hand.
Gone.
So are the voices.
And still there's no pain.

Just this numbness, this rawness.
And then I start to cry.
And still I can't feel it.
The pain.. Just not there.

I go to bed
And put my wrist that
Once ended onto a hand
Under my pillow
And rest my head on top.

I try to wiggle the non-existant fingers
And of course
It doesn't work.
I try

Again
Again
Again.

Nothing. And now..
Just this feeling of regret.
I know I shouldn't've done it
I cry a little more into my pillow.

And another feeling.
Deja Vu.
I've done this all before.
I swear...

Vampiric Delirium

Who are you?
Three of you.
Faces wrapped in black plastic.
Eyes and mouths only visible.

And why are you holding me down?
What are these chains for?
And these ropes?
They bind me to the stone cold
Slate ground.

I can see the look of malice in your eyes.
I know your intentions aren't good.
But what are they?
And why me?

And I realise suddenly that you aren't wearing
Anything.
And neither am I.
I realise with a rush of discust why
Exactly you have brought me here.

I rattle my chains
And I try to escape
But I can't.
You are strong.
And I am weak.

You kick my face
as a punishment for my will
to leave
Something snaps
And I can taste blood.
But that's the least of my worries...

You circle me
Whispering in eachother's ears
As if I am a piece of meat
And I guess to you I am.

And all of a sudden-
-It happened so fast-
One of you is on top of me
One of you is beside me
And another is holding a
Sharp, rusty knife to my face.

You enter me violently
Again and
Again
You hurt and hurt and hurt me
And I bleed
Heavily
Onto the floor.

I stuggle to break free
But what I have not noticed
Is that the knife
is being held
Against my throat.

With every twitch I make
The knife inches through my skin
Towards the artery which it
So hungrily
Seeks.

Another one of you
Licks and bites my skin
All over my body
I can see blood on your teeth...
My blood.

And your breath..
Like nothing I've ever smelt.
It smells like DEATH.
...Is that what I am about to experience?

****ing get out of me!!
Out of my body and my mind!
I'm bleeding too much...

Disregarding the knife now-
-Death would be a welcome release-
I kick and bite any flesh
I can connect with.

And finally
You stop
HURTING me.
Stop raping me.

Are you going to let me die
in peace?

But no-
-You haven't gotten what you want-
-That look is still in your eyes.

You kick me in the side
And pick me up.
Carry me to the other side of the room
Where it slants downwards
And my very own blood
Has collected.

I wonder
"What are you doing?"
And that's when two of you
take an arm of mine each
And hold me down
Into my own blood.

You.. You're drowning me.
I open my mouth
Trying to blow bubbles
To defy my fate for just as long as I can.
And as my mouth opens
Blood gushes in

I splutter and cough,
Which just lets more in.
And hear a faint, gurgly laugh
From above the blood somewhere.

I fall still
And realise I can't change my fate.
And that my final goodbyes will never be heard.
For nobody can hear me now.

...

Goodbye.

Vampiric Delirium

Do you really hate me that much?
Do you really hate life so much?

That you would part from it
Let me do it.
This was your final test...

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

Do you really love me that much?
Do you really love death that much?

Did you think that when you
Couldn't see me
I wasn't there anymore?

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

And you can't see why I'd do it.
I think the same of you.
I just want to hold you forever
Let this be done, and through.
And I know you'd love to ignore me
And I guess you can't see
What I see in you
I guess you'll never know..

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

Vampiric Delirium

Innocence sliding off like clothing
Falling to the floor
Slinky red dress from that party
This evening
Reveals lingerie crafted from black lace
And satin

And what do you feel when you touch his skin?
Do you feel the money pouring in?
Know that you're financially secure
For just another fortnight of your life?

I know you need this buisnessman's money,
Darling, But you're too good for this.
I've heard that your dealer threatened
You with rape and death
This evening
If your debts don't come rolling in.

And what do you feel when you touch his skin?
Do you feel the money pouring in?
Know that you're financially secure
For just another fortnight of your life?

You're worth more than the money
A lawyer can pay you
For an hour or two
In his bed.

You're worth more than taking
Your anti-depressants
While choking back tears in your own.

And what do you feel when you touch his skin?
Do you feel the money pouring in?
Know that you're financially secure
For just another fortnight of your life?

Innocence sliding to the floor like the clothing you
Wore just this evening..

Aeris

I hope you don't mind me commenting in this thread Vampiric Delirium but I have always enjoyed your poems and lyrics. They may be dark but they are written beautifully and are very original. You are a very creative person and I wish I had as much talent as you. I'm not a great poet at all lol, whenever I write something.. it sounds like a verse from Dr. Seuss!

Excellent work, I hope that you keep writing and if you do, post them here so you can show us more of your talents! Great work. Smile