Final Fantasy Haven

Vampiric Delirium · Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:48 am Post subject:

Say hello to the night.
Say hello to the bloodthirst

Say hello to the ones thirsting after you..
You thirst after them.

Say goodbye to the daytime
Friends, family,
Life... Is no longer an option
In yours..

Get ready for the bloodthirst
To see how it feels
To taste the different colours,
Different blood

To bite into someone's neck
To feel the life drain out of them
And into you
Their life blood becoming yours
Melding, combining.

But still you haven't seen the day..
Get ready for it..

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Vampiric Delirium · Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:48 am Post subject:

Can you see her come through the window?
Blood dripping from her lips?
You shiver under your bedsheets,
Await her deadly kiss.

A sensual camisado is her favourite form of attack
Through the flimsy cotton you hide under
You can see her beautiful sillouette
And smell fresh blood.. You know it's not hers.

She can see you
But she doesn't see YOU.
She sees a piece of meat
She sees her dessert.

And she knows you're scared
She can smell your fear
And it makes you all that more appetizing.

She can already imagine climbing on you
And tracing your veins with a finger
Through your soft,
Trembling skin.

Tasting your warm buttery blood
Drinking your fear
Taking your life slowly away.

You see her climb through the window
And walk over to the bed
Where you lie waiting in a cold sweat.

So turn away, love
Close your eyes.
I promise this won't hurt... Much.
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Vampiric Delirium · Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:50 am Post subject:

Please
Oh please
Help me
I can't feel it.

I hold the scalpel
And I cut
And cut
Over and over
Accross the width of my arm
And I can't feel it.
Oh, help me, Please.

And I make a new incision
And start hacking.
And I don't know why
But these voices tell me so
And the feeling that I must obey them
Is overwhelming.

I reach the bone
And start to hack through
I still can't feel the pain.
Help me.

I look accross
And now I have no hand.
Gone.
So are the voices.
And still there's no pain.

Just this numbness, this rawness.
And then I start to cry.
And still I can't feel it.
The pain.. Just not there.

I go to bed
And put my wrist that
Once ended onto a hand
Under my pillow
And rest my head on top.

I try to wiggle the non-existant fingers
And of course
It doesn't work.
I try

Again
Again
Again.

Nothing. And now..
Just this feeling of regret.
I know I shouldn't've done it
I cry a little more into my pillow.

And another feeling.
Deja Vu.
I've done this all before.
I swear...
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Vampiric Delirium · Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:50 am Post subject:

Who are you?
Three of you.
Faces wrapped in black plastic.
Eyes and mouths only visible.

And why are you holding me down?
What are these chains for?
And these ropes?
They bind me to the stone cold
Slate ground.

I can see the look of malice in your eyes.
I know your intentions aren't good.
But what are they?
And why me?

And I realise suddenly that you aren't wearing
Anything.
And neither am I.
I realise with a rush of discust why
Exactly you have brought me here.

I rattle my chains
And I try to escape
But I can't.
You are strong.
And I am weak.

You kick my face
as a punishment for my will
to leave
Something snaps
And I can taste blood.
But that's the least of my worries...

You circle me
Whispering in eachother's ears
As if I am a piece of meat
And I guess to you I am.

And all of a sudden-
-It happened so fast-
One of you is on top of me
One of you is beside me
And another is holding a
Sharp, rusty knife to my face.

You enter me violently
Again and
Again
You hurt and hurt and hurt me
And I bleed
Heavily
Onto the floor.

I stuggle to break free
But what I have not noticed
Is that the knife
is being held
Against my throat.

With every twitch I make
The knife inches through my skin
Towards the artery which it
So hungrily
Seeks.

Another one of you
Licks and bites my skin
All over my body
I can see blood on your teeth...
My blood.

And your breath..
Like nothing I've ever smelt.
It smells like DEATH.
...Is that what I am about to experience?

****ing get out of me!!
Out of my body and my mind!
I'm bleeding too much...

Disregarding the knife now-
-Death would be a welcome release-
I kick and bite any flesh
I can connect with.

And finally
You stop
HURTING me.
Stop raping me.

Are you going to let me die
in peace?

But no-
-You haven't gotten what you want-
-That look is still in your eyes.

You kick me in the side
And pick me up.
Carry me to the other side of the room
Where it slants downwards
And my very own blood
Has collected.

I wonder
"What are you doing?"
And that's when two of you
take an arm of mine each
And hold me down
Into my own blood.

You.. You're drowning me.
I open my mouth
Trying to blow bubbles
To defy my fate for just as long as I can.
And as my mouth opens
Blood gushes in

I splutter and cough,
Which just lets more in.
And hear a faint, gurgly laugh
From above the blood somewhere.

I fall still
And realise I can't change my fate.
And that my final goodbyes will never be heard.
For nobody can hear me now.

...

Goodbye.
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Vampiric Delirium · Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:53 am Post subject:

Do you really hate me that much?
Do you really hate life so much?

That you would part from it
Let me do it.
This was your final test...

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

Do you really love me that much?
Do you really love death that much?

Did you think that when you
Couldn't see me
I wasn't there anymore?

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

And you can't see why I'd do it.
I think the same of you.
I just want to hold you forever
Let this be done, and through.
And I know you'd love to ignore me
And I guess you can't see
What I see in you
I guess you'll never know..

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.

So bleed, just bleed
Just know it
That I'll be there with you before long
My last breath
Will be wasted
All on you.

Don't bleed, stop bleeding
Just tell me
That we won't have to meet in another life
My last breath
Won't be wasted
On you.
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Vampiric Delirium · Posted: Tue Aug 14, 2007 6:54 am Post subject:

Innocence sliding off like clothing
Falling to the floor
Slinky red dress from that party
This evening
Reveals lingerie crafted from black lace
And satin

And what do you feel when you touch his skin?
Do you feel the money pouring in?
Know that you're financially secure
For just another fortnight of your life?

I know you need this buisnessman's money,
Darling, But you're too good for this.
I've heard that your dealer threatened
You with rape and death
This evening
If your debts don't come rolling in.

And what do you feel when you touch his skin?
Do you feel the money pouring in?
Know that you're financially secure
For just another fortnight of your life?

You're worth more than the money
A lawyer can pay you
For an hour or two
In his bed.

You're worth more than taking
Your anti-depressants
While choking back tears in your own.

And what do you feel when you touch his skin?
Do you feel the money pouring in?
Know that you're financially secure
For just another fortnight of your life?

Innocence sliding to the floor like the clothing you
Wore just this evening..
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Aeris · Posted: Sun Sep 02, 2007 12:26 pm Post subject:

I hope you don't mind me commenting in this thread Vampiric Delirium but I have always enjoyed your poems and lyrics. They may be dark but they are written beautifully and are very original. You are a very creative person and I wish I had as much talent as you. I'm not a great poet at all lol, whenever I write something.. it sounds like a verse from Dr. Seuss!

Excellent work, I hope that you keep writing and if you do, post them here so you can show us more of your talents! Great work. Smile

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